...that's life. if nothing else, it's life. it's real and sometimes it fucking hurts, but it's sort of all we have.

<3

Just sharing a little love with everyone. If you don't intend to think about what you're reading, then i don't reccomend you bother reading at all. i don't write these things just to read my own words.

Alice came to a fork in the road. "Which road do I take?" she asked.
"Where do you want to go?" responded the Cheshire cat.
"I don't know," Alice answered.
"Then," said the cat, "it doesn't matter."
((Alice in Wonderland))

"Sometimes I wish I could walk around with a HANDLE WITH CARE sign stuck to my forehead. Sometimes I wish that there were a way to let people know that just because I live in a world without rules, and in a life that is lawless, doesn't mean that it doesn't hurt so bad the morning after. Sometimes I think that I was forced to withdraw into depression because it was the only rightful protest I could throw in the face of a world that said it was alright for people to come and go as they please, that there were simply no real obligations left."
((Prozac Nation))

“I walk around the school hallways and look at the people. I look at the teachers and wonder why they're here. If they like their jobs. Or us. And I wonder how smart they were when they were fifteen. Not in a mean way. In a curious way. It's like looking at all the students and wondering who's had their heart broken that day, and how they are able to cope with having three quizzes and a book report due on top of that. Or wondering who did the heart breaking. And wondering why.”
((The Perks))

Ingrid: "Don't attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you're lonely. Loneliness is the human condition. No one is ever going to fill that space. The best you can do is know yourself... know what you want."
((White Oleander)) 

"It's the sense of touch. In any real city, you walk, you know? You brush past people, people bump into you. In L.A., nobody touches you. We're always behind this metal and glass. I think we miss that touch so much, that we crash into each other, just so we can feel something."
((Crash))

"I step forward and I hug her. There is emotion in the hug, and there is respect and a form of love. Emotion that comes from honesty, respect that comes from challenge, and the form of love that exists between people whose minds have touched, whose hearts have touched, whose souls have touched."
((A Million Little Pieces))

I don't know if it's the onset of summer, the change in my surroundings or the fact that i'm off my meds, but everything seems to be appearing in a strangely calm new light. I don't think the reason for this "convert" if you will, is necessarily important, but I'd like to thank whatever or whoever helped the change occur. Life seems lighter, I like that.